Sadomasochism

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To write is all I have

Words to fill the void

I’ve left for myself.

 

I am the best enforcer I’ve ever had.

 

Vilest forms of torture

Previously undreamt by man

 

Sulking in expectations left to never be satisfied

Forcing my eyes on images of lost pasts

Sitting in between death and pain

Running through it

Over and over again

 

There’s a dark and dreary schoolyard I’ve built in my mind,

Where the outcasts are allowed no fun

No happiness

No laughter

 

Share your toys and have them stolen

Over and over

 

Share your dolls and have their heads pulled out

Over and over

 

Share your crayons and have them all broken in two

Over and over

 

Share your lunch and have it replaced with spit

Over and over

 

Share your favorite games and lose to cheaters

Over and over

 

It feels so good,

The Sadomasochistic games

Where I’ll forever be champion.

 

 

 

 

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